It's been a while ...

When I wake up everyday to the sound of the alarm in my phone, I ask myself,"Is this what you want?"

Of late I've been asking this to myself for quite sometime. A year back I used to imagine about the future, and it would be..


Me and my two best friends, fighting in our room. One of them yelling, "Ezhundiri di eruma!". Then I would yell back at them," Konjam thoonga vidureengala? Office poyi enna kizhika porom!"

Then we'd leave our room and rush to office, cursing one another as to because-of-whom we were late? As usual Sush would've been ready 1 hour before time. And the culprit would be either me or Vaenil. Then at office we'd get to meet our college pals! Konja neram arattai..Konja neram kalasifying..Lunch together..And then ofcourse work..duh..

Then while returning home from evening, one of us would suggest(most proabably Sush) that there is this amazing place to eat! Tadaa..and we three are there.. Fighting over ice creams et all.
By the time we return home its too late to eat! So we decide to have some more arattai and when we finaly do decide to sleep its well past 12. Even though we want to, we fall asleep side-by-side without even fighting!

Back to reality!
Now I wake up, and get ready for office. No more fun..No more fighting.. I work not where my friends do. But that is where my heart is!

Yes I do have fun at office. New friends.. Arattai..mokkai..kadalai..everything!
But..its been a while..since I felt complete!

I miss you two very badly!
Love you loads

Wish things would change!